LIAR!! DUN TALK SHIT!! DUN USE FAKE WORDS!! B REAL LURH!! PLZ!! IVE GIVEN WHOLE OF IT 2 EU..!!JUZ EU..!!GOT IT??!! GOSH!!!!!

EASY SAYING..JUZ GET BACK 2 HER LAURH PLZ!! DUN BOTHER MIE BY SYING ALL THT FANCIES..B4 ALL BCUM WORSE!! SHE DESERVE IT 2 HAVE EU BACK!! SHE STILL LUVS EU..IF U REALLY MEAN WD U SAID 2 MIE..DO IT...
ITS JUZ NOW THT I REALISE THT ONI HYM REALLY LUVS MIE..
F.Y.I.. I ACCEPT SUM1..AZ WD D PERSON IS.. N.. NOT AZ HOW D PERSON IS!! GOT IT??!!!!! JUZ GET OUT FRM MY LYF..EU...FUCKER!!!!!!!!!! MAKES MY LYF CRAZY IS EU...N NOT ANY1 ELSE!!! GOT IT??!!! TIS POST IS OFFICIALLY MEANT FER EU!!!!!! FUCK EU!!

Tis is oni meant fer khai n d guy tt i rote in d previous entry.

Its u tt lyk n its u tt i brk up wif..but...its hym tt lurf..its hym tts owaes in my mind..he's d one tt i cnt stop tinking bout...its hym tt i gv my heart 2..n..now..my heart oni belongs 2 hym...will i be urs?? If oni i had d brave 2 tell u tt ily..i wud hv done so...haish..juz so3 sorry3 2 her...i really dun min 2 hurt u...but..i cnt hide my feelings awae frm u.. n hym..JUZ COMPLICATED LYF IS...?? lurf drives us crazy...

Haish..fon get confiscated uhk yesterdae...sad sia...but tt dosen't matter...not my fon oso..haha..
wd matters mie mor is tt..ive gotta brk up wif khai coz sum1 get 2 noe noe bout it..haish..veri sad..stil hav feelings 4 hym..juz a few daes mor 2 our 1 mth..!!WTF! ju wish i cud turn back d tym..uhks!!

D nex dae...during recess..khai told mie 2 mit hym at tmpt yg dkt2 nan ncc board...so..i go larh wif suhada...i tot he wanted 2 sae wd.. suddenly..he ak fer a brk...i lyk damn shocked sia...my heart lyk droping out...realy cnt imagined he said tt..tis wk is moz fuckingg wk!! uhks!!! juz hope tt holidae cum tomorrow..hahas...mrpk jerhh...

Den..suddenly...i felt tt y shud i cry or sad bout his decision..?? its lyk no use...lyk...y muz i cre...while he dosen't even cre bit!! not lyk i wanna halang his lyf or wd larhh...but...uhk! dunno larhh... It makes mie remember 2wards sum1...my fren got mcg hym larh...den idk wd happen...suddenly i read my mcgs...got 8O%..mcm dier nk.. I was tinking... wtf dit my fren mcg hym sia?? den...i oso gt feelings 4 tis same guy tt my fren used 2 mcg hym..den wen khai ask 4 a brk...my feelings 2wards tis guy went up 2 lyk 9o%... TOTAL UNBLIVABLE sia..!! but... i scared larhh if wd tis guy told my fren was juz fake lyk other guys...! how uhk sheyy?? how cn i noe d truth??i really nid 2 noe d truth...frm his own mouth...but how?

shikin =)

happy larrhh sheyy...=)

Wee...happy gyler larhh sheyy since yesterdae...straight after i get 2 noe tt my my adq...has new st8...n tt person is hym... Haha...! Since she is my adq...he is my abg...?? OMG! Can't bliv it larhh sheyy...HAHAHAHA... Wds mor best is...all are back 2 'normal'...n all thx 2 my abg bru niee...HAHAHA... Juz can't stop laughing n tinking bout it...

But...I really3 pity laila sia...tht STUPID FUCKING GUY...SIAL NYER JANTAN! amik kau...kn bgs klu kau bce blog aku niee... EEEEEEEEEE....geram btl larrhhh aku dgn laki2 mcm dye...iqram... Can't bliv how stupid of mie having 2 accept iqram in the 1st place... Now i noe 1 ting... JGN CAYE SGT ORG YG MUKE BAEK...MUKE INNOCENT...TPY...PERANGAI...MCM SIALLLLLL...... BENCI MY EX...IQRAM!!!!!!!!!!!!

Den...khai plk...asyik race2...jerh...haisshh...tkpe larrhh...aslkn dye bahgia...haha...mcm phm jerrhh akuu niee...aperh larhh nasib... dpt bf mcm zaki...24 hrs...mcm khaii...1 hr pon tk...! iqram...urm...iqram ehk...dye okey...tpy 1 jerrhh... perangai dye...TK BLH THN lurrhhsss...phm2 jerhhh larrhh ehk...

shikin=)

Wee-eee...Its Mother's Day larrhh seyyy...hv fun wiv my mother n my family...juz h0ping the same fer all tyms...btw...wishing all mothers a very Happy Mother's Day...


Idk if i shud b happy or sad...or crying out loud bout it...Its the end between the 3 of us...nthg cn change mie frm changing my decicsion...I guess its final,yeah...! Ive told h ym tht i wanna break up frenship wiv hym n few gurls...tht once my 'sisters'...i dun wanna l0se them...coz i really care fer them...but...im up 2 no choice...haisshhh...!!! Happening again and again...will juz stop??!! wd people sae r tru...FRENS WILL NOT END THE SAME TING...PEOPLE ALSO SAID THT...IF THER'S A START...THERE'S AN END....I bet its all tru...

Juz few w0rds fer them...buhbye...take cre...luv those tht really luv u...noe hu is real n hu is fake...b strong enough 2 let out wds truth n wds not...! do not b afraid of urself...b urself...dun change coz others wan u 2...Juz all tht i cud sae...=)

Daes past by...but u still haven't cum back home since we had fought...WTF!! I f its my fault....I admit Im wrong...n I apologise...but plz...cum back home...every1 nids u ryte now...in tis very particular moment...but y muz u go???I f u still did not cum bak by 2nyte...I promiz u...I'll NOT cum home...till u cum back 2 us...We really3 nid u ryte now...

2 MY AKAK NESAH & ADQ2: I dun understand asl dayah dgn sabrina mcm gyny...???!!! I juz trying 2 b fair 2 both parties...tpy...y fairness disalah anggap...APERH NIE??? I cnt accept da fact tht tis year is juz beong exactly lyk d previous years...!!! MEREPEK BTL LARRRHHH!!!!! Ape slh org tuhh...???smpai krg2 smuerh tk blyhmaafkan dye...???!!! klku psl si jantan sialll tuhh....tkkn krg2 nk salahkn dye...?? TKKN NK BREK FRENSHIP JUZ PSL SI JANTAN SIALLL TUHH...?? Klu aderh reason laen yg aku tk blyh tauu...tkperh! In tht case...I'll still b wiv my opinion n myself...nthg can stop miee....If u guys wanna play game wiv miee...i accept iyt muc2...


MENYESAL MASOK HONG KAH SECONDARY SCHOOL...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL KERANA MENGENALI IQRAM DAN SMUERHNYE...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL KERANA AKU TELAH BANYAK MENGHARAPKAN PERUBAHAN PADA TAHUN NIEE...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL KERANA AKU CUBA MEMENANGI HATI SITI NURHIDAYAH....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL KERANA PERNAH MEMBIARKAN IQRAM TEMPAT DALAM HIDUPKU....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESL KERANA MEMEBERI PELUANG KEPADA KAUM LELAKI YANG TK GUNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL SEGALANYA2.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAPI...SMUERH ITU SUDAH TERLAMBAT BAGIKU....MASA BERPUTAR DGN PANTAS....DAN AKU TK HARUS TEROSKAN KEHIDUPKAN YG MCM SIALLL INI...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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SEANDAINYA AKU TAHU SEGALANYA2 DARIPADA PERMULAAN....MUNGKIN SMUERH INI TIDAKMUNGKIN AKAN BERLAKU....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ADAKAH INI DINAMAKAN KEHIDUPAN??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MYE....

2morrow is maths MYE...uhhhsss....hate tht subject...but sumhow..tink liking iyt....sooner or later...juz wish & hope tht i cud do iyt.. Lucks fer all my frens too...

Juz now...at about 6+...a guy named iqram....mcg mie ask if he can col mie...as he nids my help...i cant reply hymbac at tht tyme...coz no pp8...fucking...H e wanted mie 2 help patch back wiv dayah...Hearing wd he had said...makes ie happy but...idk y deres tears rolling down my cheecks few minutes later...Do i stil luv hym..?? NO! I oni luv khaii...iqram had hurt mie sooo mucc....i cnat take iyt anymor muc longer...!!!

But...still...idk if 2 truz guys again...iqram has totally make mie loz truz 2wards guys...!!! Sum said tht sec 1 normal tech. students r juz toying around wiv gurls heart...idk 2 bliv iyt or not... HAISSHHHH...!!!!! JUZ HOPE SUMONE THT IS REAALLY FRANK...CAME UP 2 MIE & MAKE MIE BLIV THT IT WAS ALL WRONG...

WAITING FER THT DAE...WEN HE WILL CARE FER MIE AGAIN...TAKE MY HEART AWAE...COZ NO MATTER WD...HE'S IN MIEE FER EVER...COZ HE'S MY 'FIRST GUY' IN THT SKUL...& ITS JUZ TOTAL HARD FER MIE 2 FERGET HYMM...UHSS...FUCKING LURRHH SEYYY...SIAL LEYYY....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WONDERING...WEN WILL THT DAE WILL CUM AGAIN...DERE'S JUZ MOMERIES OF IYT...

shikin gyler...=)

1 question in my mind thts been wondering in my head. Wic is...d0 i really luv hym...?? I noe d answer is yes...but...sumtymes...i feellyk its noo...OMG! I dun wanna hurt hym....i oni noe tht i lyk hym 99.9%. But...im not sur if wen i had already hate iqram...i wud hate hym & other guys 2...I juz hope not...

Btw...I had once heard Shaifqah having conversation wiv sum1...saying tht...'bdk laki normal tech. hanyer maen2 dgn pompuan...' Haisshh...Shud I bliv wd I have heard??? or i shud not...wd i noe...ive learnt frm my HKSS frens...not 2 cry 4 guys...its no use...& its juz a waste of tyme & tears...1 ting tht ive oso noe...GUYS R ALL D SAME...!!!! THEY ONI NOE 2 HURT OUR FEELINGS...!!!! THEY GV US HOPE...BUT HANCURKAN...HAHA..SINGLISH...WEEHEE...=)

SO ON SO FORTH...!! =)

4 abgqush dpd 1n2...

Haisshh... 2dae my sister ,dayah...she juz broke up wit my 'abg'... I felt damn saddd...Idk y i felt so... I felt lyk crying da moment i get 2 noe tht they've broke up...! I juz cant bliv iyt...! but...i noe tht i cnt change her mind...I juz hope tht she change mind...2 patch back wit hym...coz i pity hym...n...i juz tot of giving her da gift tht he had once gv iyt 2 miiee...
Juz cud imagine how happy she will b... Juz wishing all d best 4 both of dem...

At d same tyme...my frens fought again wiv another fren...Haisshhh...tot tht tis kind of situation won happen again...but....i was wrong..it do happen...! How juz i wish...all tis cud b stopped! I juz pity my fren... I juz cnt seem 2 understand y my frens dun wanna b frens wit her...4 mie...she seems oke... HAISSHH...!

Till here my entry fer now...