Tired..

Helloh..! Haisshh...! 2dae vry tiring larhh seyy..! Wake up at 9am...bla3..paz 2 kul 11 gituhh..kluar nan whole family..coz gt family outing.. I loved family outing kali nie.. Totally all family members..gy Changi Beach..tkd sorang pn yg tk dtg.. Woww!! Btl2 nyer fisrt tym seyy.. Wish dpt cm nie lgy.. K..wadeva...

Ard 1.30 atau 1.45 gituhh..bru smpai pt Changi Beach.. coz lgy amek2 yg laen2...bla3...Bilerh dh smpai jerhk..yg small2 smuerh mcm tk prnh dtg...tron bas jerhk troz lari gy laut... Mie nan yg laen2..tlg bwk brg2...gy crik tmpt... Paz dh dpt tmpt...siapkn brg2 smuerh...bla3...mls nk type.. Paz tuhh.. Mie nan my sister decide 2 mandi2 larhh join yg kecyk2...beh tk bwk bu swimming..den i was lyk WTF??!! Cmne blh luperhk nie?? Since tk dpt mandi2..kteorg gy beli brg utk uat 'Sandcastle'... Dh beli..troz lari gy beach..uat'Sandcastle... Blh thn hancur uhk..

Bilerh dh pnt uat Sandcastle... Kakak sedare ajk naek basikal... My sister cnnt naek basikal coz kaki dye injured..Ish3..Kciann2..Huhu .. Beh..I oso join my kakak sedare uhk..rent basikal 4 2hrs... Dh lamerh sgt tk naek basikal..bilerh naek jerhk jth...HaHaHa...kekek siott wen i jth.. countless siaa.. My kakak sedare plk cm tgh tgk free show wen i jth2..HMPH! Tkp2..ingt uhk! Paz tuhh..dlm kul 6.. pack2 utk alek... Dlm bas dh happy2 seyy nk balek..skaly tuhh..my uncle ckp nk gy Night Safari jap..nk tgk org uat performance api dpd mulut..so..kterh smuer 'a'ah' kn jerhk larhh.. Dlm bas..smuerh org dh cm..tkd energy lgy seyy..dh tertdo2..including mie..heehs...

Beh..bilerh dh smpai..gy tmpt performance tuhh..tgk uhk jap.. Ard 7.30 lyk tt...smuerh dh ngantok2..mntk alek.. Beh ard 8.30..Hme Swit Hme...! Yayy..!!

Hellohs..2dae wake up early at ard 6 am..coz nid 2 go 2 gt tt napha test thing.. At bus stp saw syazwi..den i tke 187 wit hym lorrh..pas dh tron bas.. syazwi chit-chat2 wit mie pt bwh blk slalu dkt nan skola..while waiting 4 laila.. Bout 20 mins lyk tt..fitri,ayu,laila n alifah dtg..paz 2 syazwi gy berampos..haha.. beh..jumpe drg..continue lpk2 lgy jap..tunggu idah plk..paz 2 bru msk skola.. Beh pt gate kekek sakk.. security guard tuhh suroh kteorg amek temp. coz of tt H1N1 thing..beh alifah nan fitri tk bwk temp. drg kne tmk pt dahi.. kte smuerh blh masok skola..beh alifah jerhk yg tk blh masok..sbb dye nye temp. lw sgt.. byk kaly sakk org tuhh tmbk dye..smpai ayu nan khidir dtg bru blh masok..huhu.. Beh..kte jln masok..bla3... 2.4km pn strt.. crious nye pnt sakk..smuerh muke cm nk pengsan...ayu nan khidir dtg support kteorg...khidir tk balaek seyy..dye kterh.. 'shikin,lari jerhk..klu tk..aku cubit telinga kau'.. den i was lyk..wtf?? khidir dtg jerhk lari..haha..tkt dye cubit telinga..skt seyy dye cubit.. Beh..bilerh 2.4 dh bis..smuerh dh pnt2..dh nk pengsan..pening2..bla3...cikgu tuhh kterh..my timing was 18.55..3 secs awae frm alifah jerhk seyy..hmph! nvm..
Dpt braperh mins..ayu nan khidir gy luar skola..alifah tag along.. mie.idah,laila nan 'badak' lpk2 pt skola jap.. beh istifar pn dtg..bdk pn balek nan fitri 1N3.. mie,idah nan laila tunggu istifar skaly..sbb dye srg2..kciannn2..heehs.. lps istifar dh bis lari..continue 2 lpk2 pt skola lgy.. Beh dh brngg...istifar ajk kteorg lpk2 pt luar skola.. Kluar jerhk dpd skola..laila troz gy Bubble Tea shp..aku tag along..istifar nan idah gy kdai laen.. beh..gy bwh blk biase... duduk2..bbual2.. paz 2..mie,idah nan laila tman istifar..sbb dye gy bus stp 99..beh..kteorg pn jln uhk.. Ad ke si Istifar tuhh..panggil ku donkey,idah chimpanzee,laila berok.. Tk baek seyy dye..! Hmph! Beh kte smuerh panggil dye BABOON.. HAHA..kekek sakk tt tym.. Tgh ketawe2..Istifar nmpk lipas dh mati..aku nan idah terpekik2 sakk.. Beh..istifar gy amek ituhh lipas nk aim pt aku..lari cm org GYLER sioott..! Paz 2..continue jln..beh..ternmpk bdk 'AYAM' maen bola pt field..beh..kteorg pn tgk uhk jap..nan istifar..bla3..paz 2 naek bus 99..istifar tunggu kwn dye.. Kne kau istifar on Mon...Hmph!
Pt dlm bas..stp iyt siall laila..! Nyanyi2..lagu jiwang lgy tuhh..org dpn tgk siott..memalukan jerhkk...haahs..jgn mrh ehks laila.. Beh aku nan idah balek ulu..mandi..salin baju..sbb bau busuk...haha..laila nan ayu nan alifah troz gy tmpt kuda kepang..pt blk 421.. Bla3..... Jumpe yg laen..mls uhk nk type namerh2 dye..heehs.. Beh dh dpt 1st rnd..drg rest..kteorg gy mac.. sbb smuerh dh lapar nan haus... Dh bis mkn smuerh..aku alek dlm ard 2.40 atau 2.45 gituhh..sbb my mum nk ajk kluar..
Beh ard 6+ hme sweet hme..

Helloh..
Juz writing apost..telling tt ive brk up..haish..idk if i shud feel happy or sad..cry or laugh..
But..wd i noe..my biggest mistake is letting another guy 2 b in my heart after deciding no.. thx 4 telling mie..appreciate it muc.. now..dre's no mre rm 4 any1 called guy in my heart.. Its the end..


DONE!

Wellows..
2morrow is IDAH's n suhada's bdae..but we all decided 2 bash 2dae.. we bashed idah n suhada/suBADAK..huhu..sry yer..we bashed dem pki air.. idk hu kena plng trok..bt both of dem r so wet sia.. sabrina n laila bought 4 dem presents..while i 4get 2 brng mine..haiyoo! den i decided 2 juz gv idah on 19 june or wd lurrhhss.. den after we bashed dem..we decided 2 go 2 jp.. at d bus..sabrina suggested laila 2 ask melyani 2 cum along.. Den wen at d jp..we walk2.. den we tman idah chnge bju..den mie,irni,nesah n sabrina plae hide n seek wiv laila n idah..den we kena back..huhu..haiyo! den we mke our wae 2 d Mini Toons.. n waited 4 mel dre.. Den after we met up wiv mel..we walk2 again..den we mke our wae 2 d jp library.. den laila saw a 7/11 shop dre..she goes in 2 buy water..den all of us followed her.. den at d 7/11 shop..laila belanja us water..huhu..LAILA VRY KIND tawu..??!! bt den..siti nvr cum..lyk..haiyo..wd seyy..?? nvm lurhh..dey sae she sick..
Den after we bought our water.. laila,idah,nesah,sabrina,melyani and irni mde deir wae 2 d jp library..while i mde my wae hme.. WTF??!!
K lurrhhss..
DONE!

LIAR!! DUN TALK SHIT!! DUN USE FAKE WORDS!! B REAL LURH!! PLZ!! IVE GIVEN WHOLE OF IT 2 EU..!!JUZ EU..!!GOT IT??!! GOSH!!!!!

EASY SAYING..JUZ GET BACK 2 HER LAURH PLZ!! DUN BOTHER MIE BY SYING ALL THT FANCIES..B4 ALL BCUM WORSE!! SHE DESERVE IT 2 HAVE EU BACK!! SHE STILL LUVS EU..IF U REALLY MEAN WD U SAID 2 MIE..DO IT...
ITS JUZ NOW THT I REALISE THT ONI HYM REALLY LUVS MIE..
F.Y.I.. I ACCEPT SUM1..AZ WD D PERSON IS.. N.. NOT AZ HOW D PERSON IS!! GOT IT??!!!!! JUZ GET OUT FRM MY LYF..EU...FUCKER!!!!!!!!!! MAKES MY LYF CRAZY IS EU...N NOT ANY1 ELSE!!! GOT IT??!!! TIS POST IS OFFICIALLY MEANT FER EU!!!!!! FUCK EU!!

Tis is oni meant fer khai n d guy tt i rote in d previous entry.

Its u tt lyk n its u tt i brk up wif..but...its hym tt lurf..its hym tts owaes in my mind..he's d one tt i cnt stop tinking bout...its hym tt i gv my heart 2..n..now..my heart oni belongs 2 hym...will i be urs?? If oni i had d brave 2 tell u tt ily..i wud hv done so...haish..juz so3 sorry3 2 her...i really dun min 2 hurt u...but..i cnt hide my feelings awae frm u.. n hym..JUZ COMPLICATED LYF IS...?? lurf drives us crazy...

Haish..fon get confiscated uhk yesterdae...sad sia...but tt dosen't matter...not my fon oso..haha..
wd matters mie mor is tt..ive gotta brk up wif khai coz sum1 get 2 noe noe bout it..haish..veri sad..stil hav feelings 4 hym..juz a few daes mor 2 our 1 mth..!!WTF! ju wish i cud turn back d tym..uhks!!

D nex dae...during recess..khai told mie 2 mit hym at tmpt yg dkt2 nan ncc board...so..i go larh wif suhada...i tot he wanted 2 sae wd.. suddenly..he ak fer a brk...i lyk damn shocked sia...my heart lyk droping out...realy cnt imagined he said tt..tis wk is moz fuckingg wk!! uhks!!! juz hope tt holidae cum tomorrow..hahas...mrpk jerhh...

Den..suddenly...i felt tt y shud i cry or sad bout his decision..?? its lyk no use...lyk...y muz i cre...while he dosen't even cre bit!! not lyk i wanna halang his lyf or wd larhh...but...uhk! dunno larhh... It makes mie remember 2wards sum1...my fren got mcg hym larh...den idk wd happen...suddenly i read my mcgs...got 8O%..mcm dier nk.. I was tinking... wtf dit my fren mcg hym sia?? den...i oso gt feelings 4 tis same guy tt my fren used 2 mcg hym..den wen khai ask 4 a brk...my feelings 2wards tis guy went up 2 lyk 9o%... TOTAL UNBLIVABLE sia..!! but... i scared larhh if wd tis guy told my fren was juz fake lyk other guys...! how uhk sheyy?? how cn i noe d truth??i really nid 2 noe d truth...frm his own mouth...but how?

shikin =)

happy larrhh sheyy...=)

Wee...happy gyler larhh sheyy since yesterdae...straight after i get 2 noe tt my my adq...has new st8...n tt person is hym... Haha...! Since she is my adq...he is my abg...?? OMG! Can't bliv it larhh sheyy...HAHAHAHA... Wds mor best is...all are back 2 'normal'...n all thx 2 my abg bru niee...HAHAHA... Juz can't stop laughing n tinking bout it...

But...I really3 pity laila sia...tht STUPID FUCKING GUY...SIAL NYER JANTAN! amik kau...kn bgs klu kau bce blog aku niee... EEEEEEEEEE....geram btl larrhhh aku dgn laki2 mcm dye...iqram... Can't bliv how stupid of mie having 2 accept iqram in the 1st place... Now i noe 1 ting... JGN CAYE SGT ORG YG MUKE BAEK...MUKE INNOCENT...TPY...PERANGAI...MCM SIALLLLLL...... BENCI MY EX...IQRAM!!!!!!!!!!!!

Den...khai plk...asyik race2...jerh...haisshh...tkpe larrhh...aslkn dye bahgia...haha...mcm phm jerrhh akuu niee...aperh larhh nasib... dpt bf mcm zaki...24 hrs...mcm khaii...1 hr pon tk...! iqram...urm...iqram ehk...dye okey...tpy 1 jerrhh... perangai dye...TK BLH THN lurrhhsss...phm2 jerhhh larrhh ehk...

shikin=)

Wee-eee...Its Mother's Day larrhh seyyy...hv fun wiv my mother n my family...juz h0ping the same fer all tyms...btw...wishing all mothers a very Happy Mother's Day...


Idk if i shud b happy or sad...or crying out loud bout it...Its the end between the 3 of us...nthg cn change mie frm changing my decicsion...I guess its final,yeah...! Ive told h ym tht i wanna break up frenship wiv hym n few gurls...tht once my 'sisters'...i dun wanna l0se them...coz i really care fer them...but...im up 2 no choice...haisshhh...!!! Happening again and again...will juz stop??!! wd people sae r tru...FRENS WILL NOT END THE SAME TING...PEOPLE ALSO SAID THT...IF THER'S A START...THERE'S AN END....I bet its all tru...

Juz few w0rds fer them...buhbye...take cre...luv those tht really luv u...noe hu is real n hu is fake...b strong enough 2 let out wds truth n wds not...! do not b afraid of urself...b urself...dun change coz others wan u 2...Juz all tht i cud sae...=)

Daes past by...but u still haven't cum back home since we had fought...WTF!! I f its my fault....I admit Im wrong...n I apologise...but plz...cum back home...every1 nids u ryte now...in tis very particular moment...but y muz u go???I f u still did not cum bak by 2nyte...I promiz u...I'll NOT cum home...till u cum back 2 us...We really3 nid u ryte now...

2 MY AKAK NESAH & ADQ2: I dun understand asl dayah dgn sabrina mcm gyny...???!!! I juz trying 2 b fair 2 both parties...tpy...y fairness disalah anggap...APERH NIE??? I cnt accept da fact tht tis year is juz beong exactly lyk d previous years...!!! MEREPEK BTL LARRRHHH!!!!! Ape slh org tuhh...???smpai krg2 smuerh tk blyhmaafkan dye...???!!! klku psl si jantan sialll tuhh....tkkn krg2 nk salahkn dye...?? TKKN NK BREK FRENSHIP JUZ PSL SI JANTAN SIALLL TUHH...?? Klu aderh reason laen yg aku tk blyh tauu...tkperh! In tht case...I'll still b wiv my opinion n myself...nthg can stop miee....If u guys wanna play game wiv miee...i accept iyt muc2...


MENYESAL MASOK HONG KAH SECONDARY SCHOOL...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL KERANA MENGENALI IQRAM DAN SMUERHNYE...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL KERANA AKU TELAH BANYAK MENGHARAPKAN PERUBAHAN PADA TAHUN NIEE...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL KERANA AKU CUBA MEMENANGI HATI SITI NURHIDAYAH....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL KERANA PERNAH MEMBIARKAN IQRAM TEMPAT DALAM HIDUPKU....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESL KERANA MEMEBERI PELUANG KEPADA KAUM LELAKI YANG TK GUNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MENYESAL SEGALANYA2.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAPI...SMUERH ITU SUDAH TERLAMBAT BAGIKU....MASA BERPUTAR DGN PANTAS....DAN AKU TK HARUS TEROSKAN KEHIDUPKAN YG MCM SIALLL INI...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SEANDAINYA AKU TAHU SEGALANYA2 DARIPADA PERMULAAN....MUNGKIN SMUERH INI TIDAKMUNGKIN AKAN BERLAKU....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ADAKAH INI DINAMAKAN KEHIDUPAN??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MYE....

2morrow is maths MYE...uhhhsss....hate tht subject...but sumhow..tink liking iyt....sooner or later...juz wish & hope tht i cud do iyt.. Lucks fer all my frens too...

Juz now...at about 6+...a guy named iqram....mcg mie ask if he can col mie...as he nids my help...i cant reply hymbac at tht tyme...coz no pp8...fucking...H e wanted mie 2 help patch back wiv dayah...Hearing wd he had said...makes ie happy but...idk y deres tears rolling down my cheecks few minutes later...Do i stil luv hym..?? NO! I oni luv khaii...iqram had hurt mie sooo mucc....i cnat take iyt anymor muc longer...!!!

But...still...idk if 2 truz guys again...iqram has totally make mie loz truz 2wards guys...!!! Sum said tht sec 1 normal tech. students r juz toying around wiv gurls heart...idk 2 bliv iyt or not... HAISSHHHH...!!!!! JUZ HOPE SUMONE THT IS REAALLY FRANK...CAME UP 2 MIE & MAKE MIE BLIV THT IT WAS ALL WRONG...

WAITING FER THT DAE...WEN HE WILL CARE FER MIE AGAIN...TAKE MY HEART AWAE...COZ NO MATTER WD...HE'S IN MIEE FER EVER...COZ HE'S MY 'FIRST GUY' IN THT SKUL...& ITS JUZ TOTAL HARD FER MIE 2 FERGET HYMM...UHSS...FUCKING LURRHH SEYYY...SIAL LEYYY....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WONDERING...WEN WILL THT DAE WILL CUM AGAIN...DERE'S JUZ MOMERIES OF IYT...

shikin gyler...=)

1 question in my mind thts been wondering in my head. Wic is...d0 i really luv hym...?? I noe d answer is yes...but...sumtymes...i feellyk its noo...OMG! I dun wanna hurt hym....i oni noe tht i lyk hym 99.9%. But...im not sur if wen i had already hate iqram...i wud hate hym & other guys 2...I juz hope not...

Btw...I had once heard Shaifqah having conversation wiv sum1...saying tht...'bdk laki normal tech. hanyer maen2 dgn pompuan...' Haisshh...Shud I bliv wd I have heard??? or i shud not...wd i noe...ive learnt frm my HKSS frens...not 2 cry 4 guys...its no use...& its juz a waste of tyme & tears...1 ting tht ive oso noe...GUYS R ALL D SAME...!!!! THEY ONI NOE 2 HURT OUR FEELINGS...!!!! THEY GV US HOPE...BUT HANCURKAN...HAHA..SINGLISH...WEEHEE...=)

SO ON SO FORTH...!! =)

4 abgqush dpd 1n2...

Haisshh... 2dae my sister ,dayah...she juz broke up wit my 'abg'... I felt damn saddd...Idk y i felt so... I felt lyk crying da moment i get 2 noe tht they've broke up...! I juz cant bliv iyt...! but...i noe tht i cnt change her mind...I juz hope tht she change mind...2 patch back wit hym...coz i pity hym...n...i juz tot of giving her da gift tht he had once gv iyt 2 miiee...
Juz cud imagine how happy she will b... Juz wishing all d best 4 both of dem...

At d same tyme...my frens fought again wiv another fren...Haisshhh...tot tht tis kind of situation won happen again...but....i was wrong..it do happen...! How juz i wish...all tis cud b stopped! I juz pity my fren... I juz cnt seem 2 understand y my frens dun wanna b frens wit her...4 mie...she seems oke... HAISSHH...!

Till here my entry fer now...